im back....hahaha.....

spnjng tempoh yg lame xupdate n xmsok dlm dunie blog nie,,byk da yg jd kt dri aku....nnt akn ku kupaskn 1 demi 1...dr cerite sdey,,ke crite gmbire....dr gmbire ke sdey...dr sdey kepada yg sgt3 sdey n trlalu sdey...Allah je yg tau brpe sdey cte aku 2.....

FUUUHHHHHHH......BERHABUK NYE BLOG NEH..... huhu.....

okay...move on with the first story.....turn off ur happy mood.........

thnks...

huargh...best gler kot....akhirnye trcapai jgk impian aku nk g Genting Highlands...thnks to him sbb bwk aku g sne.. haha....at last kn....hurm....actually xrancang pon akn smpai ke sne...tbe2 je da smpai... **wink2...hee..... memey best la..lg2 dpt g dgn dye kn...for the whole day we spent time together, having such a great day...the day that i will never forget till forever...

how i wish the time could turning back into the sweetest moment ever.... 4 Februari 2012

p/s : gmba akan dimsokkn stelah abes edit..hee....

boring........

cmne eyh org ley wt blog yg sgt cntek n menarik...blog aku nie sme je upenye..adui..bute it lg kot..kurng ajar kn mek atau nme fb nye aisya eisya...bunyi je bek..hehe..xde la..dye prnh kutok kot aku pnye blog n boring...haha...nk wt cmne..da aku xtau cmne nk update n hias cntek2...nie je yg trmmpu..jnji msg smpai....

hurm....2 3 hri nie ksihtn xmengizinkn aku sgt tok suke...bley plak la dmm scre tbe2..xde angin..xde ribut...hehe...pelik kn..asek nk saket je..org kate allah bg saket 2 sbb nk hapuskn dose2 kecil..so,,brmkne aku da byk wt dose la neh..thats y la allah turonkn aku saket byk sgt tahun nie..tp btol gk pon....kje aku thun nie wt dose je..heee....

ntah la....xde manusie yg xlari dr wt dose...eh,,cm da lari tjuk lak..haha...k la.nye....

miss me???

hehe...huarghhh..lme gler da asenye xupdate blog nie..rsenye da lme sgt since last post dlu..hurm..tbe2 rse mls ble da blk cnie since broadband pon xde kn..skg tenet da dpn mate..so,,aku da ley update status stiap hri..hee...

mcm2 da jd spnjng aku x update status nie..dari yg nie.....

kepade yg nie.....n dr yg ats kepd yg bwh..hurm..mcm2 da aku tempuhi....
at last...stick 2 one je la..mls la nk cte kt cnie...'dye' bce t malu gk..huhu...kate nye aku nie minah jiwang..hehe....tp x pon sbnrnye....nme pon blog kn...

mcm2 sgt yg da jd kt aku spnjng aku xupdate blog nie..kalo aku cte smpai ble2 pon xkn abes...sedih,gmbire,happy,duke,kecewa..pe lg perasaan yg xtrsebot kt cnie..huhu..sumenye la!tp xmmpu la mak nk cte sume kt cnie....letih mak nok...hehe....

I JUST WANNA GLAD MYSELF FOR BEING VISIBLE AGAIN IN THE WOLRD OF BLOGGER..

hehe....xtau la nk update pe ag..just wait n see for the next post je la......

lelaki itu kejam !!

percintaan aku ngn Mr S slme 2 thn akhirnye smpai di penghujungnye...kt cnie aku bknnye nk jiwng2 or what so ever...tp aku nk share somthing which is i think valueable information 2 share of...aku xnk ade lg pmpuan2 laen kt luar 2 yg trtpu dgn lelaki yg boleh la rsenye aku nk kategorikn sbgai B***H !! aku fhm bkn sume laki kt dnie nie cm2...but the small number of laki yg wt cm2 la yg wtkn nme 'lelaki' 2 sndri jd Busukss....(eeuuuu...) n kotor...

aku xtau la cmne aku ley trtpu dgn laki yg aku sndri da put so much trust on him....aku tau background dye sume cmne but aku still can accept him as who he is.....cmne2 aku bnci kt dye pon aku xley la nk cte bnde2 yg should be remain as secret...

tp sumpah....aku xphm knpe la dye snggop tpu aku......tpu aku hidop2 seolah2 alu nie sorg pmpuan yg bodoh....tp mse 2 aku mmg bodoh..aku bodoh krne cnte yg aku sndri xpnh rasai sblom nie...aku xptt prcye sgt kt dye...aku ptt dgr cte dye dr org len....tp ble dye dpn aku,,pijk semot pon xmati...muke innocent gler....

ape slh aku???ape yg aku da wt???prnh ke aku wt jht ngn dye???aku xckop baek ke...mcm2 persoalan yg tmbul ble aku rse aku sgt bodoh dperbodohkn oleh laki cm dye....aku rse aku xprnh ksr2 ngn dye...aku xprnh marah dye...aku xprnh wt bnde2 yg menyakitkn hti dye...smapi dye sndri ckp aku nie pelik n dye beruntong dpt aku...aku xmudah melenting...aku sorg yg sabar...tp sume 2 hnyelah kate2 yg xprnh ikhls kuar dr mulot dye....hati dye kate laen..mulot dye kate laen....

knpe la sume nie jd kt aku...ape la slh aku smpai allah uji aku cmnie....aku xsaket sbb cnte....tp aku menyesal sbb jtoh cnte dgn org yg xtau n xprnh nk hargai aku....aku da syg org yg slh....aku prcye jodoh prtemuan sumenye trltk di tgn allah..aku hnye mmpu merancng...tp wt mse skg n bbrpe thn mndtg aku xmerancng utk ade ape2 komitmen dgn lelaki....aku trauma...aku takot...aku tkot aku slh jatoh cnte dgn org yg xtau nk hargai aku....

slh ke kalo aku jd baek???ble aku jd baek sgt,,org ske pijak kple aku...tp aku xmmpu nk berkeras dgn org...aku da prnh cube...tp xprnh mnjd....aku mmg dilahirkn cmnie..xpndai nk marah2...xpndai nk gado2.....mngkn nie la sbbnye org ske amik ksmptn kt aku...

kt cnie aku bkn nk ckp yg aku la plng baek...plg suci..tp this is what i am....org2 yg rpt dgn aku mybe dorg tau....

psl Mr S 2..smpai hri ni aku stil xdpt trime ape yg dye da wt kt aku...mcm2 helah yg dye wt tp sumenye xmnjd....aku hnye mmpu brdoa pada allah smoge 1 hri t dye dpt blsn yg stimpl dgn prbuatan dye...kesimpulnnye,, org yg jht mmg ssh nk berubh jd baek.....n kte xley nk prcye kn sseorg 2 slagi kte xknl dye btol2....saketnye ble rse ditpu...lbh saket dr rse putos cnte.....

you've changed a lot !!

~dlu...kte slalu maen sme...kte maen barbie doll...maen msk2..maen badminton...

~dlu....kte slalu sembng sme2....kte cte psl kwn2 kte...kte cte sal org nie..cte sal org 2...

~dlu....kte slalu gelak sme2..org ske wt lwk n ske tgk dye gelak...

~dlu....kte slalu kongsi mcm2 bnde sme2....untong la size kte sme je kn...

~dlu....kte byk kali kuar sme2....mcm2 bnde kte wt sme2...

tp skrg,,,sumenye da xde da...sumenye da tggl knngn dlu2 je...usie smkin mngkt...akak pon smkin melupekn zmn kremajaan akak yg sgt org rndukn......

skrg nie kte lnsong da xmcm dlu da....kte jrg jmpe....kte jrg brcrite..kte jrg kuar sme2...kte jrg gelak sme2...kte da xrpt cm dlu2 da....

knpe akak kne brubah??npe akak kne ikot peredaran mse yg smkin mnjrkkn umor kte...

knpe akak xley nk jd cm dlu??i miss the old u....seriously........

now...im all alone........thnk god mak still ade lg......what if mak da xde..akak pon msti sebok dgn urusan fmly n krjye akak....lg2 skg nie obviously sgt ur bf much more importnt than ur own family....thats make me much worry bout what will happen in the future....i might lose the one n only sister i ever had.......

>>>>isk2...

>> hei lelaki !!

asyraf muslim

aaron aziz

christian sugiono

ady putra

fahrin ahmad
remy ishak

hehehehe.........cer korg sume tgk lelaki nie sume...de 1 bnde yg sme n yg ade kt dorg nie..iaitu bntuk tubuh bdn yg sasa..haha...da lme aku idamkn laki yg cmnie...aku xksh org nk kate aku gtl ke ape tp hakiktnye aku mmg ske tgk lelaki cmnie...n memndngkn aku xde special boyfren lg,,ske aty aku la aku nk wt pe2 pon...jnji aku xkacau org n aku xmenyushkn org....

hik2...comelnye la mereka sume nie...kbynkn dorg sume nie mmpunyai ciri2 lelaki idaman aku..kalo aku dpt la bf yg slh sorgnye cm dorg nie kn best..hehe...tp dlm mmpi la...

alkishnye,,,aku mmg da lme da wt kje2 nie sume...sjk dr aku kcik lg..aku mmg ske kumpol gmba2 lelaki2 yg aku mnt...mse dlu2 2 aku siap wt fail ag gmba2 dorg nie..aku xtau npe aku ske wt cm2..pas2 ble aku da de bf,,aku slow2 tgglkn sume kje nie..then ble single blk nie tbe2 hobi lme aku dtg blk..lg2 da de blog nie..xyah la aku nk wt fail bgai..hak2...

bak kate kwn2 aku,,aku mmg xde bf coz aku special...aku brcnte ngn artis tros..pas2 sumenye muke xbley bla...mksod aku hensem sgt la....smpai ley jd xpdn lnsong la dgn aku...~~ade aku kesh??prnh aku ksh??? aku ske,,aku wt...aku xske,,aku xwt...tp akurse nie la hobi aku yg plng ketare n ssh nk dibuang....PERASAN KE AKU NIE???hurm..cube kte fikir2kn......